December 2011
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Dallas Texas weather.
Wtf is this .. it’s like 70 something outside, bright & sunny, not a cloud in sight. It’s gorgeous outside .. it’s weird to think that just last year around this time, I remember it was gloomy & cold as fuck outside .. it even snowed like 8 inches & I was driving at 0 mph at 12 at night to eat at Waffle House with my fiancee’s cousin. Me & her had good...
It's not that I'm over it.
I just know how to get through my days & accepted the fact that Olivia has a great home. I think about her constantly. I love her undyingly. & Yes, I will cry about it because I miss her more than I’ve ever missed anything. Tonight is the first time I’ve cried since I’ve given her up for adoption.
It doesn’t get any easier. I learned to deal with it though.
Got another job interview today.
I guess I’mma try & work two jobs & go back to school.
But I don’t know if that’s such a great idea cus’ I’ll be tired/exhausted as hell. On top of that, my current job right now doesn’t have a set schedule cus’ it changes every week.
Still undecided if I should go to the job interview today .. still got until 2:30 to figure shit out.
Holy shit.
I worked last night from 4-close & close was 10:48 pm. I came home & crashed. My legs are SO sore now & I gotta do it all over again from 5-close. It’s creepy as fuck going to my car late at night cus’ I have to walk through an empty parking lot garage & I feel like I’m going to get raped or murdered since I couldn’t even call for help hahaha.
Work was...
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I GOT THE JOB!!
I went to the interview today & that man hired me ON THE SPOT & I start TODAY at four. I’m so excited yet nervous. I’ve honestly never worked at retail before & yeah. Oh well, I’mma pray about it. I think what did it was my story about my daughter & putting her up for adoption cus’ I told him I can’t work Christmas Eve cus’ I gotta see her &...
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fuckyoul1fe asked: you and your damn cigarette pictures. How are you suppose to terminate them out of your life? ... <.< You're a loser lol
My mom says I need to lose weight.
She says I lost my neck meaning I have a double chin & my hair looks like those fobby asians that came straight from Vietnam. WTF!? She’s rude as fuck. But yeah, I do need to workout & I say this every so oftenly but never act on it or start it. I’m so laaazzzzyyy & need motivation.
I got a job interview tomorrow!
It’s a group interview though. I don’t know how those work. Oh well. Wish me luck! I need thisssss.
Big Bang Theory.
My new absolutely favorite show! <3
Bustin’ my ass this week to find a job. Ain’t no places hiring cus’ it’s Christmas time & everybody’s got seasonal workers already & won’t start hiring again until January. Ohwell. Gotta get it how ya live.
Oh, cool.
My brother & mom are having a bonding moment. She’s telling him about something that has to do with Grandpa. I’ve never met him before cus’ he died before I knew anything about him. No big deal. I don’t feel left out at all. It’s cool.
